Strangeness today, waking up in something of a good mood I started a re-arrangement of my rooms, cleaning up as going along, listening to a range of music including some hip shrinkingly enjoyable French Hip-Hop. Not having a thought violating my mind, taking the coloured pieces of painted wood of the wall that I’ve been hanging as an object representation of something I made whilst repainting the room previously. I dismantled the sofa, packed up the paperwork from the studies that I’ll finish a week today. So I say strangeness because this seemed like happiness, perhaps a simple kind of happiness but happy none the less. I also enjoyed coffee during this process but didn’t have any chocolate to add to it, I think this should go on the menu. Although this light happiness didn’t last long and was a little fragile for me it was certainly better than act two when recycling in the garden. The clouds seemed to form quite quickly and pass as equally soon which gave me opportunity to get the strimmer out to cut the edges of the grass around a path to the left of the garden at the back and near the fence at the front. The outdoors is certainly appealing to me and the time spent outside cutting the grass and taking a walk did bring a certain amount the outdoorness, taking in the passing clouds and sitting in the sunshine a while. I’m now back inside and thinking of TV studios and laughter remembering a time in a London studio watching the filming of a popular TV comedy show and although the outdoors and the French Hip-Hop feel both distinctively different and equally good neither seem fitting even though I would have prefered the Hip-Hop a little longer. At least the sickness has gone and headache is easing, both positive things, and I have some optimism with regards to a greater financial independence and a chance to move on to a greater sense of self reliance.
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